Otaku_Crazy (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} lees_lover) wrote,@ 2009-06-09 14:48:00 |
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regret and loss
after meeting him, i felt confident. even enough to maybe tell him of my feelings for him. i was so full of hope that he might feel the same for me. his little gestures, the way we talked to each other: I've never had anything like this with anyone else. i wanted to tell him. i still do. but recently, it seems like he's avoiding me. well, maybe not entirely avoiding but somethings definite different since two weeks ago. simple little things he has said to me had shattered my heart and the little things he once did are gone. now that our time together is coming to an end, i feel empty.
after meeting him, i felt confident. even enough to maybe tell him of my feelings for him. i was so full of hope that he might feel the same for me. his little gestures, the way we talked to each other: I've never had anything like this with anyone else. i wanted to tell him. i still do. but recently, it seems like he's avoiding me. well, maybe not entirely avoiding but somethings definite different since two weeks ago. simple little things he has said to me had shattered my heart and the little things he once did are gone. now that our time together is coming to an end, i feel empty.
